Crystal; supernatural

2011-12-29T08:19:00.001-08:00

Hello :)

As far as I know, only I read my own blog :P

But oh well!

School is starting soon!

Fantasy has to stop and time to open up books again. D:

I don't wanna go back but life goes on!

Many of my friends can drive now/soon.

JEALOUS MUCH! Hahahahaha

Okay lah. I must go sleep now! Goodnight Chia Ying :D

kisses;

Crystal

Cross out stuff that you've experienced

2011-10-27T08:09:00.000-07:00

Graduated high school.
Kissed someone.
Collected something really stupid.
Smoked a cigarette.
Got so drunk you passed out.
Rode every ride at an amusement park.
Gone to a rock concert.
~~Helped someone.~~
Gone fishing.
~~Watched four movies in one night.~~
~~Gone long periods of time without sleep.~~
~~Lied to someone~~.
Snorted cocaine.
~~Failed a class~~.
Smoked weed.
Dealt drugs.
~~Been in a car accident.~~
Been in a tornado.
Done hard drugs (i.e. ecstasy, heroin, crack, meth, acid).
Watched someone die.
~~Been to a funeral.~~
~~Burned yourself.~~
Ran a marathon.
~~Cried yourself to sleep.~~
Spent over $200 in one day.
~~Flown on a plane.~~
Cheated on someone.~~Been cheated on.~~
Written a 10 page letter.
Gone skiing & snowboarding
Been sailing.
~~Had a best friend.~~
~~Lost someone you loved.~~
~~Shoplifted something.~~
Been to jail.
Dangerously close to being in jail.
~~Skipped school.~~
Had detention.
~~Got in trouble for something you didn’t do.~~
~~Stolen books from the library.~~
Gone to a different country.
Dropped out of school.
Watched the “Harry Potter” movies.
Had an online diary.
Had a yard sale.
Had a lemonade stand.
Actually made money at the lemonade stand.
Been in a school play.
Been fired from a job.
Taken a lie detector test.
Swam with dolphins.
Gone to sea world.
Voted for someone on a reality TV show.
Written poetry.
Read more than 20 books a year.
Gone to Europe.
~~Loved someone you shouldn’t have.Used a coloring book over age 12.~~
Had surgery.
Had stitches.
~~Taken a taxi.~~
Seen the Washington Monument.
~~Had more than 5 IM’s/online conversations going at once.~~
Overdosed.
Had a drug or alcohol problem.
Been in a fist fight.
Suffered any form of abuse.
Gone surfing in California.
~~Had a hamster/guinea pig.~~
Pet a wild animal.
Used a credit card.
Did “spirit day” at school.
~~Dyed your hair.~~
Got a tattoo.
Got straight A’s.
Been on the Honor Roll.
Known someone with HIV or AIDS.
Made out with someone.
Played on a sports team.
Snuck out of the house.
~~Swore at a teacher.~~
Gone laser tagging.
~~Had a boyfriend/girlfriend.~~
Been on the TV.
~~French braided.~~
Skinny-dipped.
Driven a car.
~~Performed in front of an audience.~~
Been in love.
Been on a train.
Seen a ghost.
Gone bungee-jumping.
Been to Mexico.
Crashed a car.
Sky dived.
Been kissed in the rain.
~~Made an 11:11 wish.Drank alcohol.~~
~~Forwarded a chain letter.~~
~~Made a mistake.~~

Trust

2011-10-07T07:56:00.000-07:00

Trust plays a huge part in a relationship. Without trust, a relationship will never last.

You clearly don't trust me.

2011-09-01T09:48:00.000-07:00

I just noticed I'm not the girly type of girl.
Hanging out with girly girls, (eg. girls who do their make up, do their hair, blablabla) makes me feel..awkward.
Since I have the feeling to blog tonight, which is currently 1230AM, I shall talk about my day. :D
(Oh and btw, I'm supposed to study.)

1.30 PM - Got up, felt depressed, lay on the bed for about 15 mins, check my phone, go on Facebook Mobile, text.
1.50 PM - Officially got up
2.00 PM - Shower.
2.15 PM - Ate lunch.
2.30 PM - Went to May Ying's house for tuition.
2.45 PM - Felt bored in tuition already. Talked in tuition and got 'the bitch-treatment' from the teacher. I became twice as bitchy and ignored her.
3.30 PM - Was even depressed because there's another 60 minutes till tuition ends.
4.30 PM - Tuition ended (HALLELUJAH!)
4.35 PM - Ate crepe cake with May Ying
4.45 PM - Chill.
5.00 PM - Maths tuition
5.15 PM - Fooled around with tutor.
5.30 PM - Became serious and did maths
6.30 PM - Finished doing. Chill.
6.45 PM - Tuition ended. 15 minutes late!
7.00 PM - Went home. I would have stayed longer till 7.30 but May Ying's family needed to go out for dinner, so ta-da!
7.15 PM - Mother fetched me somewhere near my house to go buy Ayamas. I saw a gay dude working there, he smiled at me, I stared back at him like: O_________O
7.17 PM - Left Ayamas and went home
7.25 PM - Reached home
7.30 PM - Felt down. Went to sleep for a while but failed to.
8.00 PM - Ate dinner
8.15 PM - Do the dishes
8.30 PM - Shower
9.00 PM - Went online for a bit
10.00 PM - Offed and watched tv
11.00 PM - Slept
12.00 AM - Woke up, feeling content
12.30 AM - Typing this
12.40 AM - Finishes the day schedule
12.42 AM - Continues on with the rest of the post

So that was what I did the whole day today. Pretty boring. Tomorrow's schedule would be even more boring. Tuition everyday. I don't see the point of me having to go to tuition with the "Bitchy" teacher.
What she usually does is sit there, gives May Ying and I some worksheet exercises and done!
It's kinda wasting money but September (which is now) would be the last time we'll be seeing her. Since I'm not gonna take her tuition classes next year (CHYEAH BOYYY!) but I'm not sure about May Ying though because if she is, she'll be alone. (Enter "Awwwwwwwww" sound effect here)

Gonna end it up here :)

kisses;

Crystal

*No pictures because I'm not using the laptop to type this.

2011-08-29T08:00:00.001-07:00

Should I give up or should I just keep chasing pavements, even if it means nothing.

ABANDONED

2011-08-20T03:02:00.000-07:00

I will not blog that often anymore, unless I feel like it!
Feel free to visit (ME) to read more posts by me :D

kisses;

Crystal

2011-07-27T06:48:00.000-07:00

Prove to me that teenage love can last.

kisses;

crystal

2011-07-04T06:40:00.000-07:00

Appreciate people beside you, who you have, what you have before it's all gone.

kisses;

Crystal

2011-06-24T10:02:00.000-07:00

Sending out S.O.S-es because I think I'm gonna make a decision to be single until I don't feel like it.

I wanna study, but I can't. I don't know why. Haha. I'm not afraid of PMR.
I'm getting lazier day by day. :l

I celebrated my Grandpa's birthday a week ago. :P

kisses;

Crystal

~~I wanna hit you, just to see if you'll cry.~~

~~To see if you're a man or a boy!~~

~~I'm sorry, but I think I'm falling for your schemes.~~

I'm such a sucker in love.

I wanna be the girl

2011-06-05T10:04:00.000-07:00

I wanna be the girl you stay up all night talking to. The one who you can’t stop thinking about. The one who can make you laugh so hard you cry. The one who you can talk to about your problems and trust fully. The one who can make you feel better after a tough situation. The one who can brighten your day. The one you can be yourself with. The one who understands you. Yeah, I wanna be her.

kisses;

Crystal

2011-06-02T08:45:00.000-07:00

I love these types of pictures.

The...texting thingy. Haha some makes me laugh, some makes me aww, some makes me :( haha

kisses;

Crystal

Friendship post

2011-06-01T06:47:00.000-07:00

Here are some pictures of my awesome buddies :P

With my face inside, of course.

I am not that type of person who posts happening shit in reality, so, APPRECIATE THIS POST AND LIKE IT OKAY. I LOVE YOU BITCHES AND ASSHOLES :P

*Time to steal pictures

Of course, my pretty face as an appetizer. :P

MAY YING

Not that much of pictures because she is a shy bitch.

And the others, OBSCENE, BITCH!

So, yeah we are like duh family, you know... :P

YEH YNG

Not that much of pictures because I have not went out with her, YET.

Pictures will increase in number and hiaoness soon. <3

PRISCILLIA YEOH

We have a lot of pictures together because I have went out with her before,

and we are both very loving.

You no like us, we no like you.

Simple as that :D

XIN YI

We too have a lot of pictures together,

but I am not sure why.

Maybe it's because we are vain bitches, haha.

She's mean, sweet, and awesome at the same time.

An all in one :P

FELICIA YEOH

She's a very nice person.

Scary and nice at the same time.

Don't be suprised to see your name here! :P

ANGELINE LEE

This is Angeline Lee Chin Li.

Li Chin Lee Angeline, in fact. haha

She's somehow a star of the whole recruit.

But she's a lame bitch.

Hahaha. Useless fool!

I love you :P

HOOI TING

WE DON'T HAVE PICTURES TOGETHER

SAD TO SAY HAHA

BUT SHE'S A REALLY NICE PERSON,

A TINY PERSON WITH A BIG ATTITUDE :p

HAHA.

Ok.

*************************************************************************

There ARE other people, but.. I am too lazy to continue.

Well, these are...just..what..I..felt..like..doing..

haha yeah......

bye!

kisses;

Crystal

2011-05-28T00:28:00.000-07:00

CALL HERIf you really like her, pick up the phone and dial her number. Don’t text her. Your relationship is not going to mean anything until you call her. For her to hear your voice, it’s like winning the lotto. I bet you anything she’s been waiting for forever to hear that phone call from you. If she means something to you then call her and let her know that. You won’t regret it. The first call is always the most nerve-wrecking. She may seem calm and collected but she’s really jumping with joy. And before you know it, you’ve talked for 4+ hours and you gotta get up in less than three hours. But you know what, it’ll all be worth it because within those 4+ hours she probably fell even harder than she already did.

2011-05-27T23:33:00.000-07:00

Love

Love is ever lasting, through thick and thin, through cold and warm, through every moment of the storm. It’s what keeps us together, what makes us do the unthinkable. Love is something that you cannot define truly, everyone has their own definitions of love and you will find out what love is one day, it might not be the same as someone else and people might probably think it’s not love but if you know in you’re heart that what you’re feeling is love, then that’s what it is.

Trust

It is the first base of any relationship, trust is what keeps everything together, it’s the first base and it is the steel cables that hold our relationship together, without trust, everything would fall apart and crumble. Trust is hard to give because of the way people treat trust, it’s not something easily replaceable you know that right? They refer trust to a broken mirror, you can fix it but the cracks are still visible. If you gain someones trust, treat their trust like they’re diamonds.

Respect

Without respect, you can’t understand someone properly. Respect is something you will earn and something you should learn. If you want someone to give you respect then give them the respect that they deserve, if you have no respect towards anyone, what makes you think people are going to give you respect?

kisses;

crystal

22/5

2011-05-22T05:02:00.000-07:00

Hello :)

I've been a lil' pregnant lady nowadays, craving for food.

I mean, I live to eat, not eat to live.

I enjoy more than I count calories.

Whether you are lesbian, gay, bi, straight, black, white, orange, purple, thin, fat, tall, short, smelly, ugly, beautiful, pretty, etc.

You treat me nice, I treat you nice.

You treat me bad, I treat you bad.

Get the point?

I might be quitting on blogging.

Only sticking to Tumblr,

but it's a very low possibility.

I love doing both, but I do Tumblr more. ;)

And to all my best friends in the whole entire world,
(May Ying, Yeh Yng, Xin Yi, Priscillia, Alex, Hooi Ting, Pei Ming, Angeline)
I'm only listing out the ones I talk to, and the ones I can touch, physically.
Other people, you know who you are ;)

I FUCKING LOVE YOU GUYS.

no matter what, even if the world ends,

I'll wait for you in front of heaven's gate.

kisses;

Crystal

Things Girls Look for in a Guy

2011-05-16T08:41:00.000-07:00

Honesty- Be true about who you are. Whether you know or not, we can tell when you are putting on a show. Plus the way you act on the first date, we will expect you to act that way forever.
Well Groomed- We don’t expect you to be a super model, but at least make sure your hair is brushed, as well as your teeth. We notice the smallest things, so make sure you cover it all.
Sense Of Humor- When you talk to us, we expect you to know how to make us laugh, but don’t turn dorky on us. An occasional laugh every now and then is good for the first few dates. Don’t start cracking jokes left and right until maybe the fourth date.
A Lot of Compassion- looking forward to a second date. The more compassion the better. You can never be too nice.
Courage-able- Girls hate it when a guy doesn’t have the guts to ask her out herself, and when he gets his friend to do it for him, it’s a major turn off.
Manner-able- Every girl wants a guy that knows his manners. I’m not talking, yes ma’am, no ma’am. A thank you, and a your welcome, is all we’re asking for.
Intelligent-No not Albert Einstein, just let us know that you know what you’re talking about.
Maturity- Girls want a guy that will pick around, but have a serious side too. We want a guy, not a 6 year old.
Loyal- When we go out with a guy, we want to know that they are focused on us. We really do not want to see you turn around and talk to another girl. Whether its the first date, or the millionth, we get jealous….easily.

kisses;

crystal

~~mid-terms is almost over! Back to Tumblr, oh how I miss Tumblr..~~

2011-05-02T06:46:00.000-07:00

And she was like hello there ;)
And we were like, uh..yeahh. Hi.
And she started following us around.

As much as we love you,
as much as we really love you,
You are irritating our lives out.

CHANGE.
is a big word, by little steps, you can achieve.

We don't hate you,
your attitude sucks in a sense that you are far too boasted up.
You lift yourself into a higher level.
You need help, but you will deny when we offer you.

Crystal

~~strike three, and you're out!~~

2011-04-29T07:23:00.000-07:00

I CAN SMILE, bitch!

kisses;

Crystal

2011-04-23T10:08:00.000-07:00

When those girls on Facebook take pictures and the flash is literally covering their entire face like:

And everyone is commenting like:
“OMFGZZZ Y0U’RE S00 GORGEOUS. Y0U’R3 FACE IS FLAWLESS. SHARE SOME OF YOU PRREEEETTYNESS PL3ASEE<#33#333#!!!111!!1!”
Then you’re just sitting there like:
of course her face is flawless you can’t fucking see it.

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA TUMBLR @ 1 am makes me laugh. EVERYTHING IS HILARIOUS WHEN IM..SLEEPY. :D

DENTIST APPOINTMENT IN 14 hours and 30 mins time! BOREDDDD
What color next? :S

Pimples are attacking my forehead, lack of water.
cause of headache. I spammed myself with liquid day and night now.
My migraine/headache is getting better, I guess :D

kisses;

Crystal

YOUR BOY SIDE/YOUR GIRL SIDE

2011-04-23T05:52:00.000-07:00

YOUR BOY SIDE
[x] you wear hoodies
[x] you wear jeans
[x] dogs are better than cats
[x] it’s hilarious when people get hurt (if it’s funny)[ ] you’ve played with/against boys on a team
[ ] shopping is torture [x] sad movies suck
[ ] you own an XBOX
[ ] you own a Wii
[ ] you played with Hot Wheels as a little kid
[ ] at some point in life you wanted to be a firefighter
[ ] you own a DS, PS2 or Sega
[ ] you used to be/are obsessed with Power Rangers
[x] you watch/watched early morning cartoons
[ ] you watch sports on TV
[ ] you go to your dad for advice
[ ] you have played sport at a state level
[ ] you used to/do collect collector trading cards
[x] you have worn baggy sweatpants

YOUR GIRL SIDE
[x] you love to shop
[ ] you wear eyeliner
[NEVER, EVER] you considered cheerleading
[x] you wear the color pink
[x] you go to your mom for advice
[ ] you hate wearing the color black
[x] you like going to town
[ ] you like getting manicures and/or pedicures
[x] you like wearing jewelry
[ ] you cried watching The Notebook
[ ] skirts are a part of your wardrobe
[x] shopping is one of your favorite hobbies
[x] you don’t like Star Wars
[ ] you are/were in gymnastics
[x] it takes you around a half an hour to shower
[x] you smile a lot more than you should
[ ] you have more than 10 pairs of shoes
[x] sometimes you care about what you look like
[x] you like wearing dresses sometimes
[x] you like wearing body spray or deodorant
[ ] you wear high heel shoes
[x] you used to play with dolls as a kid
[ ] you have put makeup on others
[ ] you like being the star of almost everything
[x] you love shoe shopping
[x] pink is one of your favorite colors

kisses;

Crystal

2011-04-20T04:38:00.000-07:00

HEY NOW HEY NOWWW~
Supp, gee? ;)
I know I'm not suppose to publish any posts right now... but hear me out okay? I have a reason for it.
Ok, there ain't no reason why :P
I'm super bored.
Folios are turning my head round and round.
Like fuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuckkkk!
I've been having a headache since yesterday. Medicine doesn't seem to work.
Sucks to be me. x)

Oh and to you,
don't boast yourself up so much. You don't care? You do. I know you. :)
We all dislike you.
So, stop trying to be someone you're not.
Stop trying to be me.
Live your life, douche-bag!

"Roses are red. Violets are blue. Faces like yours belong in the zoo. Don’t be mad, I’ll be there too. Not in the cage but laughing at you."

I find that funny :P

AHHHH gotta stop gotta stop posting shit.
Good bye, bitches!

kisses;

crystal

2011-04-16T08:17:00.000-07:00

Look at the stuff I dream:

The accessories I've been searching for:

And his bra:

Some pictures are repeated.

It's just a summary of the things I like :P

kisses;

Crystal

2011-04-16T07:57:00.000-07:00

Why Guys Love Girls:

1.The way they always smell good even if it’s just shampoo
2.The way they always find the right spot on our shoulder
3.How cute they look when they sleep
4.The ease in which they fit into our arms
5.The way they kiss you and make everything alright in the world
6.How cute they are when they eat
7.The way they take hours to get dressed but in the end its all worth while
8.The way they are always warm even if its minus 30 degrees
9.The way they look good no matter what they wear
10.The way she fishes for compliments even though you both know shes the most beautiful thing on this earth
11.how cute they are when they argue
12.How their hand always seems to find ours
13.The way they smile
14.The way you feel when you see her name on the caller id after you’ve had a big fight
15.The way she says “lets not fight anymore” even though you know an hour later…
16.The way they kiss you when youve done something nice for her
17.The way they kiss you when you say”i love you”
18.Actually.. just the way they kiss you
19.The way they fall into your arms when they cry
20.Then apologizing for crying over something that silly
21.The way they hit you and expect it to hurt
22.Then the way they apologize when it really does hurt (even though we dont admit it!)
23.The way they say “I miss you”
24.The way you miss them
25.The way their tears make you want to change the world so that it doesnt hurt her anymore…Yet regardless whether you love them, hate them, wish they would die or know that you would die without them… it matters not.Because once in your life whatever they were to the world they become the world to you.When you look them in the eyes traveling to the depths of their souls and you say a million things without a trace of sound you know that your own life is inevitably consumed with the rhythmic beatings of her very own heart. We love them for a million reasons, no paper would do it justice. It is a thing not of a mind, but of the heart. A feeling. Only felt.

I don't care if you parrot the way I blog.
You're the one with no creativity.
No harm done.

kisses;

Crystal

2011-04-15T07:58:00.000-07:00

THIS IS ONE OF THE CUTEST BOY I'VE EVER SEEN IN MY WHOLE ENTIRE VIRTUAL LIFE!

Isn't he just adorable?!

Don't you just wanna eat him up?! <3<3

Random, I know :(

I'm bored.

I'm lazy to continue my notes.

Oh yeah, I need help.

You know braces.

When the coloured band comes off, what must you do?

My appointment is next week, and I don't wanna go to the dentist to get it done, and go back again next week.

2 of it came off, hahaha.

It broke :(

So now, the wire might come off, anytime!

So I gotta be careful, and eat less. Damn! I hate watching what I eat cus I usually just..eat. :P

I don't count calories,

I don't look at how much I eat.

I eat until I'm satisfied.

And then I stop.

LOL I sound like a fat ass. But yeah :P

I loo - oooo - ooooove food! x)

If I happen to be dating a dancer,

HAHAHAHAHA <3

Just in case, for future reference :P

Oh and I just gotta upload this one!

Makes sense, aye? ;)

kisses;

Crystal

2011-04-15T07:38:00.000-07:00

Being Single and Wanting To Be In a Relationship.

Hey guys! I know I haven’t made a submission in a long time..but well here I am (: ! So I guess I’ll just start off kind of ranting about things. So I guess to clue in, I’m single. Yeah. Smooth cat like me single J/K!! 8)) haha joking cockyness aside. I do somewhat wanna be in a relationship because of that lonely feeling I get and no I’m not gonna go “WHO WANTS TO BE MY TUMBLR BOYFRIEND/GIRLFRANNND?!?!!!!!11111oneoneone <:” Just want to kind of rant about the fact that whenever I seem to mention this to some people, they get all butt hurt and tell me I shouldn’t be wanting to go into one because of that. ~~waitaminutebiscuiteatinbulldog~~ wait wait wait…WAIT. So…I shouldn’t want to be in one because I feel lonely? I just feel like If I didn’t exactly have a lonely feeling I wouldn’t want to be in a relationship exactly and be content at where I’m at. Just sayin’.. Just thought I’d give a little rant. opinions would be lovely on how you feel about this rant or in general the topic? <:

I know exactly how you feel.
I’ve been out of relationships for 2 and a half years now. Why? Because I really wanted to make sure I was over my past relationship, and my mistake of cheating. In addition to that, I wanted to make sure that I loved myself and worked on everything I needed to work on before contributing to a relationship.
So what’s the catch?
At times I do feel as if I’m ready to get into relationships again. At times I feel lonely.
However, there’s still that fear that maybe I’m not ready…
What if I’m still rushing things?
What if I’m still not over the past and am lying to myself again?
It’s all so complicated… but the loneliness comes and goes…
We just have to take it day by day, what is meant to be will be

There is a Guru in you.
You teach yourself things after each experience.
I speak from what I've been through.
I don't bullshit. hahaha!

kisses;

Crystal

2011-04-11T08:18:00.000-07:00

43 Things… A Girl Wished Her Boyfriend Knew

Though I’m single, these things are true, and very true.
——-
#1 When you break her heart, the pain never really goes away.

#2 When she misses you, she’s hurting inside.

#3 When she says it’s over, she still wants you to be hers.

#4 When she walks away from you mad, follow her.

#5 When she stares at your mouth, kiss her.

#6 When she pushes or hits you, grab her tight & don’t let her go.

#7 When she starts cursing at you, kiss her and tell her you love her.

#8 When she ignores you, give her your attention.

#9 When she pulls away, pull her back.

#10 When you see her at her worst, tell her she’s beautiful.

#11 When you see her crying, just hold her and don’t say a word.

#12 When you see her walking, sneak up and hug her waist from behind.

#13 When she’s scared, protect her.

#14 When she lays her head on your shoulder, tilt her head up and kiss her.

#15 When she steals your favourite jacket, let her keep it and sleep with it for a night.

#16 When she teases you, tease her back and make her laugh.

#17 When she doesn’t answer for a long time, reassure her that everything is okay.

#18 When she looks at you with doubt, back yourself up with the truth.

#19 When she says that she likes you, she really does more than you could understand.

#20 When she grabs your hands, hold hers and play with her fingers.

#21 When she bumps into you, bump into her back and make her laugh.

#22 When she tells you a secret, keep it safe and untold.

#23 When she looks at you in your eyes, don’t look away until she does.

#24 Stay on the phone with her even if she’s not saying anything.

#25 Don’t let her have the last word.

#26 Don’t call her hot, but gorgeous or beautiful is so much better.

#27 Say you love her more than she could ever love you.

#28 Argue that she is the best girl ever.

#29 When she’s mad, hug her tight and don’t let go.

#30 When she says she’s OK, don’t believe it, talk to
her about it, because 10 yrs later she’ll still remember it.

#31 Call her at 12:00am on special occasions to tell her you love her.

#32 Call her before you sleep and after you wake up.

#33 Treat her like she’s all that matters to you.

#34 Don’t ignore her when she’s out with you and your friends.

#35 Stay up all night with her when she’s sick.

#36 Watch her favorite movie with her or her favorite show even if you think its stupid.

#37 Let her into your world.

#38 Let her wear your clothes.

#39 When she’s bored and sad, hang out with her

#40 Let her know she’s important.

#41 Kiss her in the pouring rain.

#42 When she runs up at you crying, the first thing you say is; “Who’s ass am I kicking today baby?”

#43 After she reads this, she hopes one day you’d read it too.

I know he knows what to doooo.
If I had him,
He'll be my last,
That is guaranteed.
I promise.

kisses;

Crystal

2011-04-11T06:43:00.000-07:00

She's one of the hottest mom on planet Earth.

I would love to go for a photoshoot with my kids when I get married <3

They are all gonna love me, aye ;)

I know I shouldn't be posting random shizz on my blog,

but since tomorrow IS holiday, WHAT THE HECK! :)

If you're wonder why, it's because it's Founding Day for my school :)

Founding Day is like.. is... ..it's my school's birthday, 159th year, yo! :D

So, it's a holiday, specially to colistrians :D:D:D

Sadly, Primary students still have school, so HAHA to that! :D

Gonna continue Tumblring~~~~

Updates soon

xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

kisses;

Crystal

No matter how hard life is,

just take it as a challenge.

You'll be stronger than before.

Don't give a fcuk about people,

just live your life and know who to trust,

and who to not give a damn.

Trust me,

you'll love life.

SHIZZZZZ

2011-04-10T15:35:00.000-07:00

IT'S 6.30 IN THE MORNING NOW.
HAHAHA. :(
I don't wanna go to school! D:

kisses;

Crystal

*I may be bad, but i'm perfectly good at it,
~~sex in the air, i dont care i love the smell of it! ;)~~

EYE TO EYE, CHEEK TO CHEEK, YOU WERE SLEEPING NEXT TO ME.

2011-04-10T07:55:00.000-07:00

It seems like more than distance between us.
She is your reality, I am your fantasy.
I still care, but I don't want to show it anymore. I'm just tired since you don't seem to give a fuck about it.
That is why, I gave up trying to communicate with you.
I gave up trying to say hi.
I ignored you the other day, it wasn't on purpose.
I have a reason behind every move I make.
I don't want to talk to you, face to face.
I have fear to fall back in love with you.
All I need is a break from this thing called love.
I've been stronger, I know it.
I've been stronger.
First experience, I really thank you for everything.
Thank you for that kiss.
Thank you for all the sweet talk.
Thank you for your heart.
Thank you for your love.

But -- I will never, ever forget you.
Even though you already had.
Pfffff and I thought I saw a light in you.
Thank you anyways.

Crystal Tan Chia Ying

2011-04-10T04:12:00.000-07:00

CURRENTLY DOING MY ENGLISH S-SAY!

Hahahaa. :( Bored.

I somehow look muscular in that picture.

and a bit of a lala. LOL yuck

Today, I ate somewhere near... Jalan Dato' Keramat. YAH. I saw this girl. Damn she's bitchy.

She kept on staring at me, I stared back at her.

She gave me her "whatever, fuck you." face. I showed her my "what do you want" face.

Ok. Then I started eating, she started eating as well.

As weird as it is, she eat halfway - stare at her boobies.

And stared at MINE. LOL

I changed my posture, and sat up straight. Smart eh, she's jealous ;)

She's about 14-15, her face is baked like a cake.

LOL whatever whatever whatever. Ignore ignore me.

She's weird. I'm blabbing. Hahaha :P

I'm so bored, I started studying today. For a little while. and fell asleep. Hahaha :P

Ok. I admit, I miss everything, what I had before.

The friends, the crushes, the.. EVERYTHING.

Everything seems to be shattering down,

the world continues to turn.

Weather is getting shitty.

Everything isn't like how it used to be, like the 1990's.

I miss those times, where I don't even have to worry.

I miss the beginning 2010, I miss you, I miss my friends, and I will forever miss my fish. That's all I need to say.

:( Time flies so fast, just with a blink of an eye, I'm not 15, a candidate for PMR.
I am growing, my mind is changing, I am turning into a m-m-m-monster. hahaha joking.
I know I'm going way too far, but yeah.. I'm afraid I won't get married, and I won't success in life.
There is definitely something wrong with me..

Do you hate oral examinations?
I know I do. Especially with my english teacher.
She is one hell of a cuckoo head.

TIME TO GO ON TUMBLR~~~
TOODLE-A-DOO!

kisses;

Crystal

~~I'm getting so confused.~~

~~I know I still like you.~~

~~But my heart is telling me to give up.~~

~~May Ying, I need you.~~

Yoh

2011-04-08T03:46:00.000-07:00

I'm slacking off a lot in school

It upsets me when I see my grades drop so much in a short period of time. I tell myself everyday that I’m going to try harder but it never happens. Honestly, I know I can do a lot better. I just need to put all my effort and procrastinate less. I’m not stupid, I’m just lazy.

VERY TRUE.
Hahaha :(

Hello, world!
Been feeling SKY HIGH lately :D
Tumblring now. How I miss Tumblr <3 x)

I miss you texting me all day without the conversation being dead. I miss how your friends would always tell me that all you talked about at school today was me. I miss you calling me even when you were with your friends. I miss falling asleep on the phone with you. I miss when you used to make me feel important. Basically, I miss everything about you.. what happened to us?

You'll all see random shit here,
I am very bored.
And I can copy and paste anything. :P
YOU GUYS HATE ME, I KNOW x)

GRATS TO TEATER KOMSAS FOR WINNING FIRST PLACE! X)

YOU GUYS CAN DO IT IN THE OTHER LEVELSSS!

BEST OF LUCK!

I'm bored again...

hahaha currently eating laksa <3 :P

I'm weird, I like cucumber.

And again,

JAPAN, we pray for you.

Today a 7.1 magnitude earthquake striked Japan, once again.

No tsunami, thank Buddha!

38. I ABSOLUTELY hate being called 'babe'

I'm bored.

MEHHH.

MERENTAS KOTA TOMORROW...

hehehe happy face. x)

I shall talk nonsense later.

FAMILY GUY IS ONNNNNNNNNNNNNN, YOOOO!

kisses;

Crystal

you know it

2011-04-03T03:47:00.000-07:00

Hey hey hey ;)
I'm not saying anybody but...
WHAT IS UP WITH NUMBERING FRIENDS WHO IS NUMBER 1, NUMBER 2, NUMBER 3, ...
Lol
Very very very very very ~~immature~~ though.
We do it during primary school. "Who is your best friend?"
Hahaha. You know what? If I'm being asked that question, right now. I shall point out to you people.

EVERYBODY.

:D

I've been really lazy nowadays.
My study plan? It'll start on Monday. Hahaha I needa chiiillll. ;)
Anyways, here are some pictures that I found.
Gorgeous, gorgeous, GORGEOUS!

I need one of these, in my dream home to chill with my future husband.

And kids.

IT WILL SUPPORT MY WEIGHT.

I would love to go on a honeymoon here, with my future husband

It doesn't relate, but I want this bra.

HAHA I HAVE A JUMPSUIT, YES.

I HAVE THE BLUE ONE. LOOOSERZZZ!

Forever 2ne1. Hehehe <3

Some pictures are repetitive.

You've seen them here, in my blog before.

But whadda heck :P

I've been wanting to paint my room lately...

OH WAIT - I don't have a room!

In my future home, I WILL.

Paint my room.

Get the picture?

Little little designs here and there...

I don't have the basics to.

But I'll learn. :)

I want to make a pop up card for somebody's birthday.

But only if I have a chance to give it to that somebody.

Damn!

Oh well... I'll make it anyway :)

I've been sick. hahaha Not suprising, because I know I'll fall sick this month. MEHHH.

VERY MINOR! x)

Ending it here :P

kisses;

Crystal

April fools

2011-04-01T21:12:00.000-07:00

Girl’s phone is ringing

Girl: Hello ?

Boy: Hey..

Girl: You okay ?

Boy: Meet me at the park.

They meet at the park.

Girl: Are you okay ?

Boy: Yeah..

Girl: Are you sure..?

Boy: As a matter of fact, I’m not. I’ve been sitting here for the past two years, to only see you get hurt by jerks. I’ve always been here for you, & I’m glad to be. But when I see you cry about guys that DON’T deserve you, I wonder “I could treat you so much better.” But, no. I’m not gonna force you to have feelings for me. I just wanted to let you know, that I’ll always be here. No. Matter. What.

Girl: …

Boy: What’s wrong ?

Girl: Nothing..

Boy: Nothing will be wrong from here on out, I promise. Just answer this question.

Girl: Yes ?

Boy: Will you be my girlfriend ?

Girl: What ? Please don’t pull an April Fools on me.

Boy: I’m not playing around, I asked you out on April 1st for a reason.

Girl: And that reason is ?

Boy: To show the world that my love for you isn’t a joke.

That was very awww <3

kisses;

Crystal

2011-03-31T05:23:00.000-07:00

HELLO!
:)
Choral Speaking competition is over.
As you all know. :)

Here is somewhat of the situation:

2nd runner up goes to... GROUP 1! (MGS)

*holds xin yi's hand, pray to God*

And the 1st runner up goes to...... *hold harder, tears rolling out*....GROUP 7! (CLS)

AND THE CHAMPION GOES TO. GROUP 4! (SXI)

Congratulations!

HAHAHA it isn't fair. :)
But whatever.
Whatever is done, is done.
And from what I heard, Xaverians said we Colistrians are ~~"kia su"~~ people, we started very early.
As little as you know, PLEASE MIND YOUR HEAD OK.
ARROGANCE, IS WHAT KILLS OTHERS' RESPECT FOR US.
HUMILITY, IS THE RIGHT WAY.
This is your first time winning, don't boost your ego, YET.
When you win Daerah level, That's where we Colistrians will congratulate you, WARMLY.
Show us what you guys got! :)
Don't talk ~~fuckcrap~~, talk real.
It's very rude.
And we don't hate you guys at all.
Just very shocked :)
It's luck I guess :D

We started early?
This is called hardwork and determination.
You started late?
That is your problem.

ANYWAYS,
AGAIN, I REPEAT. WHATEVER IS DONE, IS DONE. Don't go hating on me. I'm not jealous that you guys won. You guys deserved this, for the very first time.
Good luck in your war with SGGS/CGL/PENG HWA. (they are really good)
Nail the competition, AND GET TO NATIONAL LEVEL. :)
(no sarcasm intended)

Choral Speakers of CLS year 2010/2011.
We have all done our best.
There is always next year.
Beg Ms Chee.
And may God not give us lousy judges like them.
We should have nailed it.
But this is just life, the outside world.
Living in Reality is pain.
BUT WE WON IN HARDWORK AND DETERMINATION, TRYING OUR BEST, AND TO BE PRIME AND PROPER.
As much as we know, as much as we heard, as much as people said that WE SHOULD HAVE WON.
We are winners in hearts,
They believe in us.
(:
I love you guys <3
See you people next year! :)

And to the judges, FUCK YOU.

That's all I need to say.
Hugs and kisses
Love and warmth
High and mighty,
as we go on our journey.

At least we can focus on our PMR :)

kisses;

Crystal

2011-03-26T09:49:00.000-07:00

A real relationship

Has fights. Has trust. Has faith. Has tears. Has hurt. Has sweet smiles. Has genuine laughter. Has snorts because of the laughter. Has weird, stupid, unnecessary arguments. Has patience. Has communication. Has secrets. Has jealousy. And most importantly, love. 

It isn't too early to say I love you,
because I do from the start.
I don't know how to put it in words.
As cheesy as it sounds,
it's like how the sky has to be filled with stars to make it look beautiful.
Everyday, I sit here wondering: Are those mini-lyrics for me? 
If you still do, please tell me.
I dearly apologize to you.
I do not have the guts to tell you, I was wrong. Give me a chance, and I'll show you.
I don't want to sound desperate,
I don't want to be confused.
I just want to know how you feel.
This is the first time, I've typed lovey-dovey-cheesy stuff since the day shit happened.
I mean it.
I love you.

kisses;
Crystal

2011-03-26T09:36:00.000-07:00

Do you know that when a boy breaks a girl's heart, its much, much, much more than you know it affected her? That her tears are not only to show how much it hurt but to at least try to blur out the world so she can forget? That she thinks every sleeping and waking moment what the hell did she did wrong?

That when she looks at the photos of you with her, she tries to tear it but can't because they're very beautiful memories to keep?

That she can't throw away the gifts and carefully preserved chocolate you gave her because you gave it to her? That whenever she thinks of the "I love you" words you told her, she mutters "I love you, too" but realizes she can't say it anymore?

That its like the whole world tumbling before her very eyes?

NO. You don't know what it feels like.

You don't know how it feels to be cheated, to be left, to be fooled.

And its taken very seriously because,

once a girl loves,

a girl really loves.

You boys will not understand, and will never understand.

kisses;

Crystal

LALALAND

2011-03-26T07:05:00.001-07:00

LALA, I acted lala again. :l
Boredom.

I dont know number 9..

hahaha DONT YOU THINK I AM SO CUTE.

MEHHHH

I'm so bored nowadays.

I've got nothing to do.

And it is official that my power of the English Language is decreasing.

My English is getting from bad to worse.

I must not speak in proper english, not in the...horrible way. The way I used to type in.

LAIK DIS. I IS CUTE.

Like that. :(

When I can talk fluently like before,

I WILL CONTINUE MY NONSENSE.

Since it IS PMR year.

I must work vigorously! HAHA *May Ying, i used the word.

Okay.

I think I have found my ambition.

It may sound weird and shit but yeah...

DENTISTRY

Maybe, I will.

I will supply the normal courses and braces as well, invasalign..damon braces.. and stuff.

MONEY MONEY MONEY ;)

Anyways, I've not been in Tumblr for quite some time already.

I think I should go spam again!

GOODBYE GOODBYE!

kisses;

Crystal

A short one

2011-03-25T06:54:00.000-07:00

HELLO. :P

I am super duper tired.
Yesterday, practiced the whole day for Choral Speaking. And then had sports practice. Qualified for 100m, I asked to cancel my name. I still got the extra 3 days to go for the practice. I think it's for the shot-put thing. :( DAMN. I don't wanna stay baaackk! I am mad mad mad mad mad mad mad tired.
I have not got enough of sleep yesterday. Today, my eyes are gonna get droopy and shit.

AHHHH. I'm gonna go sleep soon.
hahaha GOODNIGHT :P

hehehe cute shit.

kisses;

Crystal

2011-03-22T01:45:00.000-07:00

HEY GUYS!
I'm addicted to this game called CityVille on Facebook. Thank you goes to the one and only Angeline Lee!
Hahaha.

I just got my haircut.
Kinda.. satisfied.
But, I miss my thick layers at the bottom :(

HEYGUYS!

You can't really tell the difference in pictures. x)

Wait wait.

Pervertic smile:

Okay. You still can't tell.

Nevermind.

May Ying will tell the difference and say

"OH MY GOD YOU CUT YOUR HAIR?!"

Hahaha.

I'm not gonna update about shits anymore,

kinda busy in school and shit.

Soooo, STAY TUNED ON SATURDAY AND SUNDAYS (and maybe Fridays as well. *ITS FRIDAY FRIDAY!!!!!!!!)

kisses;

Crystal

2011-03-19T03:04:00.000-07:00

After all my overly dramatic post, hahaha. I'm now as high as ever :)
I AM CRAVING FOR FOOD.
Look. Okay.. just oreo. x)

How tempting.

Milk.

Oreo.

OREO DIPPED IN MILK.

MILK WITH OREO.

WOOOOOH!

I wonder how does the Moon will look like tonight..

OH WELL!

Leonoura said the owl necklaces and rings can be found at Forever 21!

Damn. Now I want to go Queensbay just to get em! :(

Pretty. <3

Okay, I gotta say.

I've been feeling really really pinky, girly, bubbly, vain, and.. like a girl.

:D I hope I stay this way, and be..me. Just like I was before.

:) I really thank you, for your lies that kept me alive. hahaha.

I know this is really old and shit, but LOOK. It still cracks me up!

HAHAHAHA

Really random pictures,

I know :(

I'm bored!

AND it is as though as I am talking to myself.

OH. My serious studying plan is gonna start soon, and I hope it will work out according to plan!

April - Middle of Oct.

I will study, like every night. Haha.

It does not sound like me, but it is a must, and it is a want, and it is a need.

Orders from my brain.

So, may this March be a really care-free month for me.

I must enjoy it, while it lasts!

I WANT TO PAINT MY NAILS.

Pretty.

Now, I shall make myself, and whoever who is reading this hungry.

I gotta show you people something.

READ. :)

15 Interesting Facts about Dreams

1. You forget 90% of your dreams. Within 5 minutes of waking, half of your dream is forgotten. Within 10, 90% is gone.

2. Blind people also dream. People who became blind after birth can see images in their dreams. People who are born blind do not see any images, but have dreams equally vivid involving their other senses of sound, smell, touch and emotion.

3. Everybody dreams. Every human being dreams (except in cases of extreme psychological disorder). If you think, you are not dreaming, you just forget your dreams.

4. In our dreams, we only see faces that we already know. Our mind is not inventing faces – in our dreams we see real faces of real people that we have seen during our life but may not know or remember. We have all seen hundreds of thousands of faces throughout our lives, so we have an endless supply of characters for our brain to utilize during our dreams.

5. Not everybody dreams in color. A full 12% of sighted people dream exclusively in black and white. The remaining number dream in full color. Studies from 1915 through to the 1950s maintained that the majority of dreams were in black and white, but these results began to change in the 1960s. Today, only 4.4% of the dreams of under-25 year-olds are in black and white. Recent research has suggested that those changing results may be linked to the switch from black-and-white film and TV to color media.

6. Dreams are symbolic. If you dream about some particular subject it is not often that the dream is about that. Dreams speak in a deeply symbolic language. Whatever symbol your dream picks on it is most unlikely to be a symbol for itself.

7. Emotions; The most common emotion experienced in dreams is anxiety. Negative emotions are more common than positive ones.

8. You can have four to seven dreams in one night. On average, you can dream anywhere from one or two hours every night.

9. Animals dream too. Studies have been done on many different animals, and they all show the same brain waves during dreaming sleep as humans. Watch a dog sleeping sometime. The paws move like they are running and they make yipping sounds as if they are chasing something in a dream.

10. Body Paralysis. Rapid eye movement (REM) sleep is a normal stage of sleep characterized by rapid movements of the eyes. REM sleep in adult humans typically occupies 20-25% of total sleep, about 90-120 minutes of a night’s sleep. During REM sleep the body is paralyzed by a mechanism in the brain in order to prevent the movements which occur in the dream from causing the physical body to move. However, it is possible for this mechanism to be triggered before, during, or after normal sleep while the brain awakens.

11. Dream Incorporation. Our mind interprets the external stimuli that our senses are bombarded with when we are asleep and make them a part of our dreams. This means that sometimes, in our dreams, we hear a sound from reality and incorporate it in a way. For example you may be dreaming that you are in a concert, while your brother is playing a guitar during your sleep.

12. Men and women dream differently. Men tend to dream more about other men. Around 70% of the characters in a man’s dream are other men. On the other hand, a woman’s dream contains almost an equal number of men and women. Aside from that, men generally have more aggressive emotions in their dreams than the female lot.

13. Precognitive Dreams. Results of several surveys across large population sets indicate that between 18% and 38% of people have experienced at least one precognitive dream and 70% have experienced déjà vu. The percentage of persons that believe precognitive dreaming is possible is even higher, ranging from 63% to 98%.

14. If you are snoring, then you cannot be dreaming.

15. You can experience an orgasm in your dreams. You can not only have s e x as pleasurable as in your real life while dreaming, but also experience an o r g a s m as strong as a real one, without any wet results. The sensations felt while lucid dreaming (touch, pleasure and etc..) can be as pleasurable and strong (or I believe even stronger) as the sensations experienced in the real world.

Then I've been dreaming of a guy, holding onto me. :D

WHAT DOES THAT MEAN. >:D

hahahahahaha. He looks hot anyway. :P

I think.

I dreamt of May Ying too. With a camera. Taking pictures of me.

SHE HAS A CAMERA NOW! Deja vu, deja vu indeed!

I am very bored,

I wonder what's for dinner tonight. :(

I'm gonna be an orthodontist when I grow up.

If..I have no more ambition to choose.

I pick that :)

MONEY MONEY MONEY! HAHAHAHA

kisses;

Crystal

IGNORE THIS POST, IT IS A WARNING.

2011-03-18T09:20:00.000-07:00

The story of us looks a lot like a tragedy now.
I will not hurt myself again, that is a promise to myself.
Hah. And I used to think one day, we would tell them about the story of us. How sparks flew, a spot next to you. Someone left you.
I was THAT stupid.
I'm laughing at my foolishness.
And I really apologize to what I did to him.
~~PEOPLE WHO ARE READING THIS, YOU WON'T UNDERSTAND. UNLESS YOU ARE ONE OF THEM WHOM I TOLD.~~

Before you told me that, I was wondering why are we pretending like it was nothing when we knew it was gonna end. I was dying to know if it was killing you, like it was killing me. I was a coward, I was foolish, I was in love. The story ~~ended.~~
I didn't regret.
I don't miss you.
I apologize to myself for hurting myself.
But I thank myself as well because I learnt to grow stronger.
I learnt to be - me.
I learnt to have strength.
I learnt to know that my happiness does not depend on you. It depends on what I am, what I want to be.

Hah. before we started that, I told myself, I wasn't gonna hurt you.
But in return, you were the one who did it.
But I really thank you.
And I am very thankful that you exist in my life.
Because you now treat me like a rock being kicked.
Anytime, I'll kick in, you'll kick back.
You now say I will be here.
The thing is, I don't want you to.
My problems, are mine now.
We are no longer two.
You are one with her.
I am one by myself.
I am proud to say, I am independant.

Before it ended, you were the one who played a part of my life.
The person who tucks me in to sleep, and put on a nightlight, and gave goodnight kisses.
I tuck myself in now, I do it all on my own.
I am still standing strong with tears in my eyes.
Who would have known, tears will fall, whenever you want it to fall.
Just like now.
I don't know what I am feeling now.
I just need a break, fly over some other place for a few months, and come back.
And live a happy life all over again.
And again, I thought I got over you.
I thought I am..myself again.
I thought I was just - me.
My thoughts shattered, and doubt my feelings.
Admit it, you miss him.
But I deny, deny, deny.
I don't want to feel it all over again.
No one will push me down, no one will break my apart.
No one will hurt me one more time, this one is the final one.
I've been down for so long, and I thought I could stand up.
People who does not get up, will be down forever.
I did, I stood up, wiped my tears off, and run forwards.
I don't want to look back. It is a really foolish thing to do.
This is very redundant. I said foolish for the third time already.
But who cares.
I don't wanna care anymore.
I just wanna be me.
WHY CAN'T I FUCKING JUST BE.
"Chia ying, be strong.
The world loves you."
That's what i told myself, everyday, every morning, before I sleep, and after I wake up.
Since I know, that you are not my need and want.
You're another history.
I don't need to study you, anymore.
But I gotta say, life is kinda fucked up.
They say the world is gonna end.
I think it's about time.
The world is not right,
everybody is changing.
But that's alright.
Starting new, would be better. I guess.

You should avoid me,
I don't want to see you.
Hah. Now you hold your pride, like how you held me.
I gotta make my senses clear and just relax.
This isn't me.
I am on my way, fighting for my sanity.

I am still gonna smile.

Crystal

2011-03-18T04:00:00.000-07:00

HELLO, WORLDDDD! :D:D:D

My braces, my teeth. They are aching. GRRRR. I can still eat, SO NO WORRIES! :P
I have not been on Tumblr today. And I think there are a lot, and I mean A LOT of Rebecca Black jokes. Hahaha I pity her. NOT. xD
It's like Justin Bieber all over again. x)

I want to learn to rap. But I think singing normally is better for me. hahaha.
I'm currently addicted to Jar of hearts by Christina Perri.
A cover, though. Not from the original. I don't really fancy the original one, not sure why.
I LIKE SAM TSUI'S! :D

Oh I just found another Rebecca Black joke. Okay, this is fo real, bitches! x)

Hahahaha Told you so :P

Oh, tomorrow (19 March)

There will be a supermoon.

Be sure to catch it!

And be careful, the nearer the moon is, the higher the tide of the sea it's gonna be. :S

But it's gonna be so beautiful.

Okay, not that big. hahaha

THE BEST KINDS OF LAUGHTER.

1. Laughing so hard that your laugh becomes silent.
2. Feeling a 6 pack coming on.
3. Tears coming out of your eyes.

I laugh like that.
:D
Except for number 3 though...

I find it cute when boys,

Make weird faces.
say “awh”.
ask how your day was.
don’t care about their appearance.
dance ridiculously.
lick their lips.
Get frustrated.
Laugh.
sing to you.
bite their lower lip.
make the sexy have smirk.
have proper grammar.
Are funny.
Tease me a little. <3

AHHHHH.

kisses;

Crystal

2011-03-17T07:42:00.000-07:00

Let’s grow old together… beginning with today.
Let’s work slowly with each other and build a relationship that we can both enjoy being a part of.
Let’s share love and understand that neither of us is perfect; we are both subject to human frailties.
Let’s hold each other close and whisper though the night—pledging our love, honoring our commitment.
Let’s encourage each other to pursue our dreams, even when we’re weary from trying.
Let’s expect the best that we both have to give and still love when we fall short of our expectations.
Let’s be friends and respect each other’s individual personality and give one another room to grow.
Let’s be candid with each other and point out strengths and weaknesses.
Let’s understand each other’s personal philosophy, even if we don’t agree.
Let’s lie awake long into the night sharing our innermost secrets.
Let’s be friends as well as lovers.
Let’s laugh at time and plan with each other and wonder how we ever got along without this love we’ve found.
Let’s never take for granted these moments that we’ve shared, but always be reminded of how intensely we have learned to live, how completely we have learned to love.
Let’s grow old together… and look back on life and smile.

I love you for what you are, but I love you yet more for what you are going to be.

I find that really adorable, and sweet :)

kisses;

crystal

Skip.

2011-03-17T06:26:00.000-07:00

If I would to own a skipping rope, not an ordinary one.

A rope which one skips a step, it takes you forward into another time.

I just want to see how I look, where would I be, how are my parents, siblings, relations.

And see who I'll marry, and take a glance of my beautiful children.

I've gone too far!

Look at the pictures below and guess my mood

Guessed it yet?

If you did, good.

Now I shall show you guys some of my favorite pictures. They are darn beautiful.

I love her, full homo. :)

This would be fun.

And this is what I picture on how other planets look like..

From another universe.

I don't know about you guys, but I sometimes wonder if there are living creatures out there, in other planets, and in other universes.

Stupid question, is there?

But I just wanna know.

And I think it's a no. Hahaha.

I can't help it but..

Just look at this picture below x)

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA! XD

Anyways.

this is the very first time I cried, since..I don't know a month ago?

Long story.

Family issues, mother and I.

Mehh.

Ending it here :)

I am so beautiful. Hahaha

I'm still waiting for Xin Yi to upload my gorgeous pictures. :P

kisses;

Crystal

2011-03-17T03:14:00.000-07:00

Two Different Perspectives.

Boy: I saw her today.
Girl: I saw him today.
Boy: It seems like it's been forever.
Girl: I wonder if he still cares.
Boy: She looks better than ever.
Girl: I couldn't stop staring at him.
Boy: I asked how things are going.
Girl: I asked about his new girlfriend.
Boy: I'd pick her over any girl I'm with.
Girl: He's probably really happy right now.
Boy: I can't even look at her without crying.
Girl: He couldn't even look at me.
Boy: I told her I miss her.
Girl: He didn't mean it.
Boy: I meant it.
Girl: He doesn't mean it.
Boy: I love her.
Girl: He loves his new girlfriend.
Boy: I held her for the last time.
Girl: He gave me a friendly hug.
Boy: Then I went home and cried.
Girl: Then I went home and cried.
Boy: I lost her.
Girl: I still love him.

You and I walked on a fragile line.
And now that it's over, it's history.
DO NOT APOLOGIZE TO ME, because I don't have the eyes to look at you.
I don't want to.
That was what I felt the last time I saw you.
And now, whenever I see you. I roll my eyes.
I don't hate you, hahaha.
You're just another friend to me, just like before.
A brother-sister kind of love,
A best friend.
:)

HELLO, WORLD!
I just woke up. :P
And I am bored.
I think I gained weight..
I'm feelin' GAY!

ANYWAYS.
CHORAL SPEAKING!
The whole script is finally covered.
What's left is memorizing, and polishing and brushing up. I would say. :)

YESTERDAY,
Xin Yi brought her DSLR to school.
GUESS WHAT I DIDDD!
Yeah, I spammed her camera with my face. Almost 2½/4 of her camera is MY FACE.
That's how vain I am. :(
May Ying's nickname for me, is so true. Even though I doubt it weeks ago.
"VAIN MONSTER"
What to do.. :P

Taken from May Ying's phone.

Damn asian.

DAMN RAWR.

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!

kisses;

Crystal

2011-03-15T06:02:00.000-07:00

Bold what applies to you!

I am a male.
I am a girl.
I am shorter than 5’4.
I think I’m ugly
I have many scars.
I tan easily.
I wish my hair was a different color.
I have friends who have never seen my natural hair color.
I have a tattoo.
I am self-conscious about my appearance.
I have/I’ve had braces.
I’m supposed to wear glasses.
I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free.
I’ve been told I’m attractive by a complete stranger.
I have more than 2 piercings.
I have piercing in places besides my ears.
I have freckles.
I’ve sworn at my parents.
I’ve run away from home.
I’ve been kicked out of the house.
I have a sibling less than one year old.
I want to have kids someday.
I’ve lost a child.
I’m in school.
I have a job.
I’ve fallen asleep at work/school.
I almost always do/did my homework.
I’ve missed a week or more of school.
I failed more than 1 class last year.
I’ve stolen something from my job.
I’ve slipped out an “lol” in a spoken conversation.
Disney movies still make me cry.
I’ve peed from laughing.
I’ve snorted while laughing.
I’ve laughed so hard I’ve cried.
I’ve glued my hand to something.
I’ve had my pants rip in public
I was born with a disease/impairment
I’ve gotten stitches/staples.
I’ve broken a bone.
I’ve had my tonsils removed.
I’ve sat in a doctor’s office/emergency room with a friend.
I’ve had my wisdom teeth removed.
I had a serious surgery.
I’ve had chicken pox.
I’ve had measles.
I’ve driven over 200 miles in one day.
I’ve been on a plane.
I’ve been to Canada.
I’ve been to Mexico
I’ve been to Niagara Falls.
I’ve been to Japan.
I’ve celebrated Mardi Gras in New Orleans.
I’ve been to Europe.
I’ve been to Africa.
I’ve gotten lost in my city.
I’ve seen a shooting star.
I’ve wished on a shooting star.
I’ve seen a meteor shower.
I’ve gone out in public in my pajamas.
I’ve pushed all the buttons on an elevator.
I’ve kicked a guy where it hurts.
I’ve been to a casino.
I’ve been skydiving.
I’ve gone skinny dipping.
I’ve played spin the bottle.
I’ve drank a whole gallon of milk in one hour.
I’ve crashed a car.
I’ve been skiing.
I’ve been in a play.
I’ve met someone in person from Facebook.
I’ve caught a snowflake on my tongue.
I’ve seen the Northern lights.
I’ve sat on a roof top at night.
I’ve played chicken.
I’ve played a prank on someone.
I’ve ridden in a taxi.
I’ve seen the Rocky Horror Picture Show.
I’ve eaten sushi.
I’m single.
I’m in a relationship.
I’m engaged.
I’m married.
I’ve gone on a blind date.
I’ve been the dumped more than the dumper.
I miss someone right now.
I have a fear of abandonment.
I’ve gotten divorced.
I’ve had feelings for someone who didn’t have them back.
I’ve told someone I loved them when I didn’t.
I’ve told someone I didn’t love them when I did.
I’ve kept something from a past relationship.
I’ve had a crush on someone of the same sex.
I’ve had a crush on a teacher.
I am a cuddler.
I’ve been kissed in the rain.
I’ve hugged a stranger.
I have kissed a stranger.
I’ve done something I promised someone else I wouldn’t.
I’ve done something I promised myself I wouldn’t.
I’ve sneaked out of my house.
I have lied to my parents about where I am.
I am keeping a secret from the world.
I’ve cheated while playing a game.
I’ve cheated on a test.
I’ve run a red light.
I’ve been suspended from school.
I’ve witnessed a crime.
I’ve been in a fist fight.
I’ve been arrested.
I’ve consumed alcohol.
I regularly drink.
I’ve passed out from drinking.
I have passed out drunk at least once in the past 6 months.
I’ve taken painkillers when I didn’t need them.
I’ve eaten shrooms.
I’ve popped E.
I’ve inhaled Nitrous.
I’ve done hard drugs.
I have cough drops when I’m not sick.
I can swallow about 5 pills at a time no problem.
I have been diagnosed with clinical depression.
I have been diagnosed with one or more anxiety disorder.
I shut others out when I’m depressed.
I take anti-depressants.
I have been anorexic or bulimic.
I’ve slept an entire day when I didn’t need it.
I’ve hurt myself on purpose.
I’ve woken up crying.
I’m afraid of dying.
I hate funerals.
I’ve seen someone dying.
Someone close to me has committed suicide.
I’ve planned my own suicide.
I’ve attempted suicide.
I’ve written a eulogy for myself.
I own over 5 rap CDs.
I own an iPod or MP3 player.
I have an unhealthy obsession with anime/manga.
I own multiple designer purses, costing over $100 a piece.
I own something from Hot Topic.
I own something from Pac Sun.
I collect comic books.

kisses;

Crystal

2011-03-15T05:46:00.000-07:00

It's so cute that when I hear people say

"If you love him, you would be happy for him for someone else because he is happier."

My reaction would probably go like thiss:

"HOW THE FUCK AM I SUPPOSE TO BE HAPPY WHEN HE IS WITH SOMEONE ELSE"

Bitch, come on. This ain't no fairytale.
Love quotes are nice at first, but when it comes to reality sense, it doesn't really..create any picture.
That's just me, that is.
Ignore what I typed, and what you have just read.

I find this very cute :)

So not in the mood today.
Changed my braces color! :D
It's teal and gray! Alternative. I forgot to ask for top and bottom. WHATEVERRRR, it's still nice. :P

School today, it was okay.
Talked to Ms Chee after school about...stuff...
Weird. But it was cool. I guess.|
After that, I went to the dentist! :D
And then tuition, and then here I am!

I'll be going to MPPP tomorrow for my History folio.
It's gonna be a long long fun day. I think. Hahaha.

kisses;

Crystal

2011-03-14T07:41:00.000-07:00

My mom dislikes the way I walk.
I will try to change the way I walk.
And see how. I shall walk like a lady, and act like one too.
Time to grow up, and be pretty. :)
And - WAIT, I am ready am ;)

Anyways, I found awesome pictures again. Really in love <3

This reminds me so much,

I don't give a damn

Now I know you better.

I am not a pervert or anything, but HER BODY IS BEAUTIFUL.

Hahahahaha ok, stop picture spam for a bit.

I am so bored at home, and my phone has been really really quiet.

NO ONE SPAM ME PLEASE.

I get really frustrated.

Yes, I kinda-sort-of-miss-him.

Any song suggestions? :D:

Have you guys heard of Rebecca Black?

Her Friday video, she sounds like she's having something clogged up into her nostrils.

OH. OH. And she also sounds like.. something is stuck in her throat.

hahaha sucks. :l

I shall list my wishlist here:

Not everything is necessary, but what I really really want, is the dress, the ring, the necklace, and the bag.

Gonna save up money, and buy. ESPECIALLY THE NECKLACE. :P

Shit, I'm such a greedy bitch :(

Any one will do. But I really want the ring. <3

I shall get the bag myself, or rip one of my shirt and make it into a bag.

Or just give it to the tailor so sew one for me :P

Cheap cheap cheap ;)

I think I want to not do the challenge.

I am way too lazy, and I don't have the mood to.

So, to make it up.

This is what I'm gonna do :

Post up pictures, on what happened today in choral speaking.

I got picture spammed in my phone by Alya, and Xin Yi.

That's all.

hahaha. I'm glad that choral speaking is finally moving, the script is about 3/4 or the first page, ANOTHER 2 WHOLE PAGES TO GO! :)

Row 1 & 2 looking @ Row 3

HAHA gay bitch <3

You can see my vainness, and SYY. :P

GAHHH I'm gonna go sleep now.

Goodnight. :)

kisses;

Crystal

2011-03-14T04:44:00.000-07:00

HELLO WORLD!
I'm finally relaxing with my laptop. x)
Dang tired today, I followed May Ying back home, because there was tuition right after that. I got so lazy. I fell asleep in the car. :P
When I reached her house, I sat on the chair and rolled! Fun. LOL
Okay, not exactly, but you get the point. So there was an auntie right, she talks a lot. That's what she said!
She left her phone at May Ying's house. May Ying and I played with it. And I think it looks something like this:

SO CUTE RIGHT.

Can someone tell me the price? :D

It's sooo cute <3

ANYWAYS, I still like this ring.

I want :(

I know I repeated this picture over and over again,

BUT I REALLY LIKE IT! :(

I shall update later.

Remember the challenge? :P

The handwriting one.

Day 3,

I WILL DO IT LATER! HEEHEEHEE.

Day 3 and 4. 2 in 1! So you get the picture, I'll be doing it at 12 midnight! :P

kisses;

Crystal

A little taste of life.

2011-03-13T09:03:00.000-07:00

ADVICE FROM SOMEWHERE

ONE.

Give people more than they expect and do it cheerfully.

TWO.

Marry a man/woman you love to talk to. As you get older, their conversational skills will be as important as any other.

THREE.

Don’t believe all you hear, spend all you have or sleep all you want.

FOUR.

When you say, “I love you,” mean it.

FIVE.

When you say, “I’m sorry,” look the person in the eye.

SIX.

Be engaged at least six months before you get married.

SEVEN.

Believe in love at first sight.

EIGHT.

Never laugh at anyone’s dreams. People who don’t have dreams don’t have much.

NINE.

Love deeply and passionately. You might get hurt but it’s the only way to live life completely.

TEN.

In disagreements, fight fairly. Please No name calling.

ELEVEN.

Don’t judge people by their relatives.

TWELVE.

Talk slowly but think quickly.

THIRTEEN.

When someone asks you a question you don’t want to answer, smile and ask, “Why do you want to know?”

FOURTEEN.

Remember that great love and great achievements involve great risk.

FIFTEEN.

Say “bless you” when you hear someone sneeze.

SIXTEEN.

When you lose, don’t lose the lesson.

SEVENTEEN.

Remember the three R’s:
      Respect for self;
      Respect for others;
      Responsibility for all your actions.

EIGHTEEN.

Don’t let a little dispute injure a great friendship.

NINETEEN.

When you realize you’ve made a mistake, take immediate steps to correct it.

TWENTY.

Smile when picking up the phone. The caller will hear it in your voice.

TWENTY-ONE.

Spend some time alone.

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It makes sense :)

I like this font. 

Another random post.

I like what I read, I think you guys might like it too :)

kisses;

Crystal

It was enchanting to meet you.

I fucking love you, you dumb ass.

2011-03-13T08:23:00.000-07:00

YES, YOU.
I love you.
I mean it.

GIRLY THOUGHT NOW! :D

Picture time ;)

It's all so beautiful.

My life is very normal now.

I am a happy happy girl again. :)

I don't give a damn about shit.

It's all about me me me me me!

and him. ;DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

I still like that owl ring, though. IT'S GORGEOUS.
:P

I think I will TRY to not spam my blog so much, but it's a promise.
ONE UPDATE PER DAY. At least. :)

kisses;

Crystal

I love you.

2011-03-13T03:47:00.000-07:00

HELLO!
Ahhh. You guys are sooo annoyed by my continuous posts.
NOW NOBODY CAN COMPLAIN! HAHAHAHAHA!

Yes, another post, another picture! :D

BELIEBERS, YOUR BEAVER IS SO STINGY.

hahahahahahahaha jks.

I'm going back to school tomorrow, gonna be a long long day.

I'M FOLLOWING MAY YING BACK HOME, SO WHAT THE HECK!

I'll be using my pink pink purse for the first time! Maybe. :P

Happens all the time! x)

I feel so touched.

May Ying uploaded all my pictures into her blog.

YES, pictures of me! ;)

WTFFFF

Hellll no! :(

I've got things to reblog. .........

WAIT I'VE GOT A QUESTION.

why is Tumblr a secret?

okay, it's a noob question ok. I'm a beginner in Tumblr, and I really like it. But, WHY IS IT A SECRET?!

ANYWAYS, as you can see, I AM BORED, AGAIN.

hahahahhaa!

Damn! x)

Okay, I'mma lifeless creep.

I NEED A DIGI RELOAD. Shit. -____________-

I shall post another post here, LATER.

Hahahaha!

Au revoir!

kisses;

Crystal

~~imissyoualready~~